I am full of resentment about how I've been treated, and how my brain had to make do with the love that friends showed me because you showed me less and less. You spoke to me so carelessly and callously, in ways I've never spoken to you even at my angriest.
How you said you didn't know I had depression, even though our entire home was a depression nest, how I spent more and more weekends trying to sleep because I never had enough energy.
How you refused to treat my mental disorders like the physical injuries they are when I told you I was at my breaking point, especially after the trauma you put me through last year.
I told you that there was nothing left in my tank. You basically told me to get out and push the broken down car that is my brain, by myself, to the nearest gas station, when we both know there isn't one for miles.
Even now, you still refuse to admit to your family just how deep your treatment of me went, because you can't bear the thought of owning up to your actions. I will always hate you for this. And I am allowed to - because this is the prime example of the shiniest turd in the shit pile that was your treatment of me:
If you had ever respected me, you would bear the full brunt of your missteps. In view of everyone.
How you said you didn't know I had depression, even though our entire home was a depression nest, how I spent more and more weekends trying to sleep because I never had enough energy.
How you refused to treat my mental disorders like the physical injuries they are when I told you I was at my breaking point, especially after the trauma you put me through last year.
I told you that there was nothing left in my tank. You basically told me to get out and push the broken down car that is my brain, by myself, to the nearest gas station, when we both know there isn't one for miles.
Even now, you still refuse to admit to your family just how deep your treatment of me went, because you can't bear the thought of owning up to your actions. I will always hate you for this. And I am allowed to - because this is the prime example of the shiniest turd in the shit pile that was your treatment of me:
If you had ever respected me, you would bear the full brunt of your missteps. In view of everyone.